When I once went to her house to discuss our marital issues she threw me though a glass door and down 4 concrete steps into the side of a car. Cheryln added that she's disgusted he still has a "fan club" with numerous women still writing to him in prison, according to her sources. "To me, all [the lawyers] wanted to do was save his life," she said. Chris Watts was charged with the murders of Shanann and their daughters Bella and Celeste on Aug. 21, 2018. I don't want him to take this plea deal. Chris Watts still chose to dump the bodies of his own family in oil tanks. Their false statements, however hurtful and inaccurate, will never alter the truth about Shanann, and will never alter the truth about the crimes committed by their son, Chris Watts.. Then when the DIL doesnt respond positively, she uses that as proof that her son married the wrong woman. Ronnie and Cindy Watts staunchly defended their son, Chris Watts, saying in their first interview that he wasnt a psychopath or monster despite pleading guilty to the heinous murders last week. I just want him to fight. He insisted both of the girls were dead when he dropped them in the oil tankers. The Netflix documentary examines raw and firsthand footage to reconstruct the chilling disappearance and eventual murder of Shanann and her two children, Bella and Celeste, introducing us to families on both the husband and the wife's sides. The wife killer is currently serving multiple life sentences in a Wisconsin prison for the savage murder of Shannan and two young daughters, Bella, four, and Celeste, three, on August 13, 2018, in Colorado. And Chris Watts still chose to lie about it until he could lie no more. His former confidante, Cheryln Cadle, a true crime author who is releasing a new book, The Murders of Christopher Watts, after writing to him and visiting him in prison, has also watched the program. Shes been happily married for eight years, shes pregnant with her third child and all of a sudden he doesnt want to be in this relationship anymore. Shes doing everything she can to fix it., The note ends with Shannan writing, I will always fight for our marriage and you.. His children were innocent, beautiful babies, that did nothing wrong ever! He added, "He's taking it one day at a time, just like we are. Behind Chris Watts Decision to Plead Guilty Eventually He Acknowledged His Life Was Over, Why Did Chris Watts Murder His Wife & Kids? Just days before the murders, Shanann gave Chris ahandwritten letter. Shanann, 34, was a faithful wife, and the most gentle and loving mother in the world to her children Bella, Celeste, and Nico [her unborn child], her parents said, according to local TV station KMGH. Cindy claimed her son changed after meeting Shanaan in high school. He had revealed he killed his wife, but he later amended his statement and owned up to killing all three. Key_Piano_8921 2 yr. ago bullshit. His father Ronnie, too, supported his son. shanann did but Cindy certainly didn't BeWittyAtParties 7 mo. Watts sobbed in court as he pleaded guilty to five counts of murder in the first degree, three counts of tampering with a deceased human body, and one count of unlawful termination of a pregnancy. The couple lived in Frederick, a small town north of Denver. They will NEVER accept you and go out of their way, by their actions, to show you how unwelcome you are, and will always "put you in your place" to keep their imaginary position of queen of the universe. We're trying to move forward but it's a very hard task.". She was not saying she didn't forgive him she was actually saying he's perfect in blaming the murder victim did you not listen to this video? I completely agree and I actually feel sorry for Chris because of her what a wicked horrible excuse of a mother he's perfect let's commit adultery and say he's finally seen the light what a piece of s*** scumbag hag. They asked me why she couldnt fight back, its because she couldnt fight back. It comes and then it passes away.". Open your eyes! What happened? Cindy wondered. And Chris Watts still chose to lie about it until he could lie no more. He then attempted to play the role of a concerned husband and dad. ", https://www.the-sun.com/news/1566222/american-murderer-chris-watts-parents-book-netflix-documentary/https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/12883693/chris-watts-parents-murder-shanann-colorado/https://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/chris-watts-case/chris-watts-parents-break-their-silence-about-son-s-casehttps://abc11.com/chris-watts-update-parents-news-family/4677948/https://www.mirror.co.uk/tv/tv-news/chris-watts-daughter-4-begged-22768811. The Sun reported that when he was being sentenced in 2018, Cindy said, "I have always loved you and I still do. as he killed her. Honestly, my ex-MIL lives in North Carolina too, and she is the EXACT same way. Oct 16, 2020 In a handwritten love letter Shanann Watts wrote to husband Chris Watts just before her death, she revealed that she was desperate to save their marriageand that she had no idea. Details of the horrific murders have been shown in new Netflix documentary American Murder: The Family Next Door, shocking viewers. "They asked if we wanted to see it before it was released, which I declined to, [but] I wanted to see what the narrative was going to be. Next, how Shanann Watts family feels about Netflixs American Murder: The Family Next Doorher brother speaks out. If you or someone you know is affected by any of the issues raised in this story, call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at1-800-799-7233or chat atthehotline.org. He wasnt touching or hugging or doing stuff like that.. His eldest daughter, Bella, even begged him to spare her life after seeing what he had done to her younger sister. This is the hardest thing I have ever gone through, but you are worth it. We discuss/debate the evidence of the case in this subreddit. Cheryln's book will feature all of the handwritten notes the 35-year-old sent her in full for readers to see. She made me so angry. Watts who had been having an affair with his co-workerNichol Kessingerindicated in the letters that he thought about killing his family in the days leading up to their deaths. It caused a rift in the family dynamic and Shanann stopped talking to Chris' family. The request not to seek the death penalty came from Shannan's family. It caused a rift in the family dynamic and Shanann stopped talking to Chris' family. "Please, daddy, do not do to me what you just did to Cece," said the 4-year-old in tears, according to Mirror Online. It's something that stays with you.". Pregnant Shanann Watts and daughters Bella, 4, and Celeste, 3, were reported missing on Aug. 13, 2018 after she missed an OB-GYN appointment. The tension between them had only gotten worse after that. Kim Kauffman, creator of the victim bashing Chris Watts the Revelation and the Reckoning. Speaking exclusively to The Sun, Cindy, 64, said: "Chris doesn't know anything about the documentary, we told him nothing about it. "Hes not a sociopath. American Murderer: The Family Next Door is now streaming on Netflix. The 33-year-old confessed to dumping the two little girls bodies in oil tanks and burying his wife nearby. A pregnant Shanann Watts vowed to do whatever it took to save her marriage with Chris Watts, days before he killed her and their daughtersBella and Celeste. Cindy Watts wasn't able to accept that her son killed his own daughters even after he confessed to it. In pleading guilty last week, Chris admitted he was lying. "Ronnie and I watched it on Saturday night. I agree with you. We quickly learn throughout the course of The Family Next Door that Chris' mother, Cindy Watts, did not get along with her daughter-in-law, Shanann, in the slightest. And Chris Watts still chose to lie about it until he could lie no more. Ronnie supposedly did do "blow" when Chris left home. She visited Watts in prison three times for research and they wrote to each other. I am so lost for words, she wrote. In turn, Cindy kicked Shanann out of the house. Related: Chris Watts' Confession Letters Reveal Horrifying Murder Details About His Slaying of Shanann Watts and Daughters. "There's not one day that goes by that I don't wake up with them on my mind, I go to sleep with them on my mind, I will never, ever get over this. But Chris father, Ronnie, is still in disbelief. I would have preferred those not to be in there, but they were, and there's nothing I can do about it. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. Shannan's cause of death was strangulation while an autopsy found crude oil in Bella and Celeste's throats, stomach and lungs. I wonder does she realize how hated she is? Watts was convicted of the 2018 murders of his two young daughters, Bella and Celeste, and his pregnant wife Shanann. Theres not one person you can talk to that will say anything about this kid, she said. Cindy Watts still blames Shan'Ann for her own demise. It all started on August 18 when the three were reported missing. The last 5 weeks have been so hard. She wanted to remain in control of her son, but him having a wife got in the way of that. When he first confessed, Chris said that his wife Shanann killed his two daughters, Bella and Celeste. Shannan's cause of death was strangulation while an autopsy found crude oil in Bella and Celeste's throats, stomach and lungs. "Hes not a sociopath. They said he told them he hid his daughters bodies in oil tanks away from Shanann, who was buried in a nearby shallow grave, to keep them apart. It was a very hard relationship [with Shanaan] as far as Im concerned. Thanks for contacting us. Colorado husband and father Chris Watts pleaded guilty to the August murders of his pregnant wife, Shan'ann, and daughters, 3-year-old Celeste and 4-year-old Bella, after having previously attempted to place the blame on Shan'ann for their . His daughter Bella also witnessed her father wrapping her mother's body. But despite Chris' violent actions, he seemed to have the support of his parents. Tell me what you need. They're real slick about the manipulation too, they do their fake, sweet drawl and rehearsed manners to put on a show, while they're secretly plotting your demise. I would have loved to hear some sympathy for Shannan and the kids from her, maybe then she wouldnt be so hated. She thinks its because shes fallen out with his family, she told Oxygen.com. I couldn't do anything right," said Cindy to ABC11. After the bodies were discovered, he was arrested and ultimately pleadedguilty to themurders; he was, a documentary on the Watts family murders. ", Related:Chris Watts Home Where He Murdered Wife Shanann and Two Daughters Still for Sale. THE parents of twisted killer Chris Watts have revealed they still support their evil son but live with the tragedy of losing their grandchildren "every day". I like what you said about Cindy Watts acting more like a jealous GF than a mother. Offers may be subject to change without notice. Shanann was a wonderful soul. The story he told me that night, I believed it: The way he looked at me, the way he was crying, I believed it.. Chris, I forgive you and your sister forgives you and we will never abandon you.". Moreover, the mother blamed his wife for the tough marriage she put him through. She incorporated parts of the completed letter into the documentary. In a handwritten love letterShanann Wattswrote to husbandChris Wattsjust before her death, she revealed that she was desperate to save their marriageand that she had no idea that the man she loved most would soon murder her, their unborn son Nico and their two young daughters. It has been so overwhelming and I feel like I have to do something not help my son, I just, I need to do something, she said. He was also charged for the death of his unborn child, whom Shanann had named Nico. If this actually happened like theyre saying that it did, that he killed them, then what was the trigger? Cindy told KMGH. The couple spoke out after watching the Netflix documentary, American Murder: The Family Next Door. KILLER dad Chris Watts revealed grisly details of his pregnant wifes murder in a bombshell prison letter, according to reports. The cruel man, who pleaded guilty to the murders, was given five life sentences and placed in a maximum-security prison in Wisconsin. The mother of murder victim Shan'ann Watts describes spiritual visitations from her daughter . It was a very hard relationship (with Shanann) as far as I'm concerned. Cindy and Ronnie didnt attend her son and Shanaans wedding in 2012, they told ABC 11. Shanann Watts/Netflix/2020. A lot of questions. Initially, he had claimed that his family was missing and even joined searches for them. They continued: Monday evening, the parents of Chris Watts gave an interview in which they attempted to defend their son. After intense questioning by the police, Chris confessed to murdering Shanann and their daughters and disposing of the bodies in the oil field where he worked, per Insider. The Watts family thought he was cheating because money was disappearing, but he was doing drugs. He then drove his dead wife and two frightened daughters to a remote oil field owned by his former employer, Anadarko, bringing his lunch, a shovel, rake, and gas can with him, the Mail reported. Watts, who is from Colorado, killed his pregnant wife Shanann, and his daughters, Bella and Celeste in August 2018 after he wanted to start a new life with his lover. He pled guilty to murdering his family because he is guilty.. When the Netflix documentary American Murder: The Family Next Door that focused on his crime was released, Watts's father stated, "He has not been able to watch it [the documentary], he was never told about it or asked about it." "Being in the presence of someone, you look at them and their eyes turn black, it does something to you. Our copyright is attached to all illustrations, poster creations, quotes written by Lessons Learned In Life on this website. While Shanann had suspicions that he was seeing someone else, Chris did not confirm it to her until the night he knew he would take her life. Sign up forOxygen Insiderfor all the best true crime content. Editors note: This article was originally published on September 30, 2021. Cindy added that she suspected Chris was pushed to take a plea deal by his attorney's who didn't think he'd win in a trial, given that he'd already confessed. - WTF??!!!!!!!!!!! We have zero contact. "People come up with all these narratives. When it came time to be a husband to his wife he felt like he was betraying his mom. After watching American Murder: The Family Next Door more than once, I had questions. He strangled Shanann while she was 15 weeks . Why? "He was normal, he didn't have a temper, he was just easy-going like his Dad. Did you see the YouTube video of Chris and his sister Jamie talking to each other during a visit. When our daughter died 2 Easter Sunday ago she never talked to me at Erins funeral or the dinner my family paid for. Everyone who knew Shanann knows this to be true. 2020 THE SUN, US, INC. 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On Aug. 15, 2018, less than a week after his wife and daughters disappeared, Chris Watts failed a polygraph test. Shanann Watts's parents Frank and Sandra Rzucek responded to Watts' family interview. However, his mother, Cindy Watts, was in denial that her son was a killer. I missed watching you laugh and play with the kids. He reportedly wrote that he surreptitiously gave Shannan the opiate painkiller Oxycodone to kill their unborn child, telling Cadle: "I thought it would be easier to be with Nichol if Shanann wasnt pregnant. Ronnie echoed that, saying, Theres a whole lot of unanswered questions about the case to me everything happened too quick there, from a case status thing to a plea.. Watts previously told investigators that Shannan's killing was a spur-of-the-moment crime of passion and didn't admit to planning it. Hes not a psychopath.. I missed everything about you. Shanann's family don't feel the same way and have condemned the Watts' statements. We still love our son no matter what and we miss our grand babies. When I read the news, I found out he was still married and his wife was 15 weeks pregnant, Kessinger said, adding that she repeatedly questioned him about his circumstances and had no clue Shanann was pregnant with his child. I knew if I took my hands off of her, she would still keep me from Nikki. Our introduction to Cindy comes at a time when she refuses to take her granddaughter Cece's allergies seriously and feeds her ice cream she's allergic to, leading Shanann and her to argue and Shanann to eventually storm out of their house during a visit to North Carolina, where Watts' parents lived. Police. While she gave Chris many opportunities to be honest, Popplewell noted he continuedto "lie to her and she believes him and she gives him the benefit of the doubt.. Lessons Learned In Life strives to offer you unique illustrations, posters and quotes besides collecting the information from the internet, books , magazines and various visual media. "He was normal, he didn't have a temper, he was just easy-going like his Dad. Shanann and Chris Watts | Facebook. Initially, he told cops that he had flown into a rage and killed Shanann after falsely claiming she had strangled their daughters. https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7520985/Chris-Watts-chilling-letter-confessing-killed-family.html, https://www.the-sun.com/news/1566222/american-murderer-chris-watts-parents-book-netflix-documentary/, https://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/chris-watts-case/chris-watts-parents-break-their-silence-about-son-s-case, https://abc11.com/chris-watts-update-parents-news-family/4677948/. This evil woman is the epitome of narcissistic mothers. "I don't want to lose you EVER! Create a free profile to get unlimited access to exclusive videos, breaking news, sweepstakes, and more! The next time I walked into her house for a visit, she didn't even mention that I had mail on the bed upstairs. Everyone turned on him (even Kessinger) everyone except his family. She wheeled on me and exploded in a rage, as if I were the one who had done something wrong. "I still have dreams about looking at his face when he would say certain things, it's caused anxiety. Absolutely delusional. My mother left it on my former bed. Raw video: On Tuesday Chris Watts pleaded for the safe return of his pregnant wife Shannan and their two children. Since the sentencing, Cindy and Ronnie have kept and understandably low profile. The cruel man, who pleaded guilty to the murders, was given five life sentences and placed in a maximum-security prison in Wisconsin. (I lived almost 3 hours away.) 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